Never stops

Run? But I just stopped?
Same feeling as before.
Calling me back? Why?
I thought I was free...
Finally? No...
I never stop...
It will won't...
But it is different than before...
How?
I am putting myself back on the track...
It is where I belong.
Running around, dying inside...
So others won't have to do the same...
If I hurt, will others not?
No one should have to feel this feeling inside that is tearing me apart!
It is not fear, it is not hate.
This feeling is my fate.
To feel the pain so others may smile...
That is all I can hope for...
My happiness for theirs.
That was my deal...
Maybe one day I won't have to pay.
Someone could save me from myself.
But for now I will run.
It is the only thing I can do.
But I am glad that it doesn't have to be you.