A feeling and question to all you people.

There was once a girl so broken, or so she thought.
She decide that she was so broken that the only thing she can do was help others, so she did.

One day, her own mind scarred her and her ability to love.
She had to battle a feeling inside of her, the one that was tearing at her inside and made her just want to give up.
Then she remembered that she had to stay alive. To stay alive to help others and make there life better.
She believe that she was going to never feel the love from someone that would want to be with her.

But one her heart reappeared because of one kind gesture. 
She was so used to giving, but not receiving anything back.
It is not like she mind, she only wanted to see the smiles of the people she helped.

When she got her heart back, you would think she would be happy.
But it was not that easy.
She got scared, scared of the feeling that was building inside her. 
It was not a bad feeling either, it was warm and fuzzy, it was quite pleasant.
But she knew the feeling and she knew what happened last time. 
She was still dealing with the gaping wounds that were still bleeding form the event so long ago.
The girl was still running form that feeling.

If it happen again, there was no way she could go on.
She didn't want to get hurt.

But then all the good things that she had done before, came back to help her.
They came in the form of support.
They said that they would help if that happened again and she was tougher than she thought she was.
The girl still doesn't know what to do, she is not sure if she can face it.
But the new feeling could free her form her prison.

Should she act on the feeling or suppress it like she would institutionally do?
what do you think the girl should do? (leave a comment)