I am trying to cope through the day, but it is not working. I am just kind of sad right now.
I caught my 4th shiny in Pokemon X game during lunch and I was really excited, I thought this could get me out of the mood I was in.
I was already upset and getting a headache because someone thought I was being rude to them when I wasn't and they had email my teacher saying that.
On top of that someone was spreading a rumor about me saying that I had bit her and then she punch me in face. I have not gotten in a fight since 7th grade. I don't want my reputation.
So when I found the shiny, I showed it to all of my friends because I was really happy because I had been on my 3DS for 3 days straight trying to find one. But when I tried to do a little happy dance. My best friend, that I known for 9 years said I was acting like a B*tch because I was showing people it before I had caught it. I tried not to show that it had hurt and I played along with it because I have a I don't care what other people think of me complex, but really I just human and I can only take so much of this.
I had half the mind to kill it and pretend it never happened, but my mom would not have want me to do that, so I caught it and named it Sunshine, because it was a female yellow swablu.
Now here I am typing away instead of doing my work because it makes me feel stupid. I have a splitting head and I have a doctors appointment at 4pm.
But I have to suck it up and deal with it right.